I have no idea if I'm prepared, I don't think that I really could be for this. I have no idea what I'm doing, but I suppose I'll learn along the way! And in all actually, I probably am very prepared, but I'm having a hard time battling the control freak in me.
I still need to finish some scholarship applications, and double check that I have all important paperwork. Mom told me to get some sleep, but I've reached the point where I accept that I am going to be awake for a long time. I'm too anxious to sleep anyways. Julian's giving Laura and Gaur a ride home right now...I still don't believe that I'm leaving tomorrow! I'm worried my friends think that I don't care that I won't be seeing them for awhile, since I haven't shown much emotion when I say goodbye. Really, I just still think I'm about to go back to Eugene soon. I can't bring myself to believe that this is the last 15 hours Julian and I will spend together for 4 months.
Meh, I'm going to go double check my giant bag of medication.
GOOD NIGHT!
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